I'm here!

Ok so I know alot of you are questioning whether I fell of the face of the earth or what!?!

It's been since November since I last posted... I honestly can not even remember what all has happened since then. We have been so busy with life I guess. Trying to chase after a two year old-almost 3 year old is not easy when you are 8 months pregnant. However as tiring as it is I wouldn't trade it for the world. I am so blessed to be home with Breckin a few days a week. I do remember pregnancy being a whole lot easier the first time around but I guess that is just for the simple fact that I didn't do anything but sit around when I wanted too. Life was so easy then, but I would never want to go back to that. I sit and wonder sometimes what I did with all my time before Breckin. I felt like I was busy but honestly what did I do? However I am certainly afraid my perspective is about to change again when #2 arrives in a few short weeks. I wonder will I sit and think about how my life was with one child and how easy it was? Will I laugh at mothers with one kid that think it's so tough? Ha these are the things I sit and wonder on the many sleepless nights I have had lately. Then my thoughts turn into how? How could I have room in my heart to love another child as much as I love Breckin? How will I react to seeing Breckin, my baby, as a big brother and not the baby anymore? Who knows I guess only you mothers that have more than one... Did anyone else ever wonder or worry about these things?

Well enough of that...we are having fun right now getting prepared...we have the nursery just about fully done and are starting this weekend on getting Breckin's old things down to wash up and get in place. I am also having a shower this weekend so I am super excited about that.

I will post pictures of the nursery and of the shower next week. But for now here are some of my handsome little buddy. He loves showing off his muscles...not sure where he learned that one??? hmmm maybe daddy?